This is the first full week with maintenance spankings in the mix. M has decided that 3x a week is reasonable in addition to whatever others I might rack up due to bad behavior. Tuesday he woke up me extra early and spanked me OTK briefly with his hand and then a short switching. On Thursday I was sooo tired and crappy feeling but he stuck to the schedule and woke me up (I'd went to bed a little early) when he came to bed. He was very kind about it though and the spanking was short and to the point. I haven't been spanked since Thursday and today is my 3rd (and last) maintenance for the week. He has been letting me know that all of the little things I've been doing will be addressed when he gets home from work. We have been moving so there are a lot of tensions as we decide where to put things and what we really need to buy now and what can wait etc.
My attitude has been particularly snotty and I understand I haven't been the most submissive for the past two days- in fact I'm sure I've been a bit of a pain in the "ass" with my whining and inability to compromise on some of the household decisions. I don't find submission to mean I have to agree with everything he wants/likes but that if I don't agree I need to be respectful in my tone and voice while discussing my point of view. I know I've been snappy- and I'm sure this afternoon will be long and a probably painful. I'll write more after he gets home from work. Three hours left of sitting comfortably.
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